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I am the waterer. I make things grow. While
Bill is out saving the world from
financial inaccuracy, I am at home keeping our newly seeded back yard
from permanent dormancy.
I used to have a place in the business world.
I reminded myself as I moved the sprinkler, getting mud all over my hands in the
process. What happened to the go-getter who
jumped at the chance for advancement and increased responsibility?
I walked around the house to where the mower was waiting and began cutting
the sodded front yard, wondering if there was a place for me
outside the boundaries of our lawn.
A few minutes later I was jolted from my
thoughts when a man with a newspaper carrier bag slung across one shoulder
stopped at a neighbor's house to place a flier inside their front door.
Don't make eye contact. I
told myself as I unhooked the grass catcher and emptied its contents.
I hoped the man would
cross the street when he saw that I wasn't interested. Instead, I watched out of
the corner of my eye as he walked across the lawn and up to
my door to insert another flier.
He's not trying to
make a sale. I realized with relief. He's just trying to make a
living.
Like Henry.
I added, remembering the man I met two months ago on a train
headed for downtown Chicago.
(See August newsletter.)
Thinking about what Henry went through
on that hot summer day made me see this man
in a new light. He was no longer a bother, but a brother in Christ.
I let go of the mower and looked in the man's direction.
Sweat dripped off my forehead as I watched him walk toward me on his way to the
next house.
Maybe he's hot too, I decided as I wiped my face with the bottom
part of my shirt.
"Would you like a
bottle of water?" I asked, now hoping for the eye contact I had originally
tried to avoid.
"Yes," he said
eagerly as he broke into a shy smile.
I quickly walked to the small refrigerator in our garage,
knocking over the bag of grass clippings in the process.
"Don't worry about it."
I said as the man righted the bag and began to refill it with the
spilled contents.
"I hope you like grape." I said,
handing him
my favorite flavored water.
"God bless you." he said
as he peeled the plastic seal off the lid.
No, God bless you. I
thought to myself, grateful
for the opportunity to think of Henry ... and serve another person on his behalf.
I may not be able to
save the world, I decided as I watched the man
disappear down the street. But I can try to be like the One who has.
I finished mowing the
front yard and made my way to the back to move the sprinkler to yet another location.
This time, the mud on my hands and the monotony of the task no longer bothered
me.
I am the waterer. I
thought with a smile.
I serve the One who makes grass—and
people—grow.
A
Quote
to Grow On
"the
most contagious Christians are those who've learned to work
within the design God has given them"
Bill
Hybels & Mark Mittelberg, Becoming A Contagious Christian, p.
132
A Poem I Stumbled Upon
While
back in Nebraska visiting family last week, Bill's
grandmother showed me a book published in 1965 that
contained a poem written by Catherine Cate Coblentz, a
writer who lived from 1897
to 1951. May Catherine's words encourage all of us to enjoy and make the
most of the place we have been given in this world.
THE
HOUSEWIFE
Jesus, teach
me how to be
Proud of my
simplicity.
Sweep the
floors, wash the clothes,
Gather for
each vase a rose.
Iron and tend
a tiny frock,
Keeping one
eye on the clock.
Always having
time kept free
For childish
questions asked of me.
Grant me
wisdom Mary had
When she
taught her little Lad.
-The Treasure Chest,
(New York: Harper & Row Publishers, 1965), p. 133
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